misunderstood or maybe just mistaken,

but never sorry for that day.

When I let him go.

I fell to my knees and praying for peace.

To me he had to suffer for my mistake,

Deep somewhere under all those memories we made,

I knew he couldn't stay

Was it weakness or strength that made me turn away...

I can't wish away the pain, I am the only one to blame

Hearts crack before they break

Cracked by the weight of all the memories that told me he couldn't stay

Why look for value in a man who will never love you the right way.

I know now am not my own to just give away

Now I have to live with the pain

 and explain to others why he couldn't stay.

But take it from me sweet one 

Its worth the wait.

I now have peace about that dark day.